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[Jan. 6th, 2010|02:59 pm] |
happy thanksgiving/merry christmas/happy new year. it's been ages, for realzzzz.
my resolution: get in shape. i did intramural basketball, and it made me realize that once upon a time i was in good shape. i miss basketball. kind of. not the first week of practices because those sucked, but everything else.
i think i hate morris. maybe it's just because i'm home now, but i'm afraid i really don't like it. it's small, and i'm dreading going back at the end of break. i know i felt the same way last year this time, and when i got back i was like, whatevs it's chill. but the thing is, i'm not meeting really anyone, and maybe that's my own fault, but i find i don't really have that much interest in going out anywhere. maybe i shouldn't have gone to college right away? i wish americans did a leap year kind of thing like they do in europe. i think i want to stick with political science, but i don't know what i want to do. i would LOVE to work for like national geographic or discovery channel or something. that would be so amazing. working in a museum would be fun too. i don't know. i'm just restless (again!) and want to go places. it's the most frustrating feeling in the world to want bigger things beyond your means. i hate it.
i wish i was brave.
maybe that should be my resolution. or an amendment to my current one. do everything in my power to live a fuller life. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|04:45 pm] |
hello hello hello!
it's been quite some time, shocker! haha. school is good. time-consuming, intimidating, all the usual.
also, i'm GOING TO ITALY for spring break :] yessss. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
summer's gone by so fast. if you can call it summer, i suppose. it hasn't really been very summer-ish, but i won't complain. i'm not big on heat and humidity. 75 is perrrrrfect.
i don't want to go back morris. i want to go to ireland. that's where i want to study abroad, ok? ok. awesome.
i saw harry potter 6, twice. it was v. good, i love ron. and draco was amazing. wicked acting on that guy's part.
ugh. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|12:22 am] |
hiiiii. it's summer. it's hot. it's humid. it's super nice out, but it's too hot/humid to move.
i kind of want a tattoo. i don't know what i want it to be though. nothing big or gaudy. probably just a saying or proverb or something. i think maybe like 'and see she flies, and she is everywhere'. it's kind of how i want to live my life. doing the things i want to do and being everywhere. i'm always in that mood. i'm so discontent with my life. not in terms of what i have or my family or anything, just i'm bored and i want to do something more exciting. and oh, my god, if i had a nickel for every post i've ever written where i say something along those same lines i'd be rich.
i like morris, but i don't want to go back. i don't particulary want to stay here either though. i love being home, but i'm so bored and anxious. for awhile i thought that doing more things with friends would help, but i don't know if it will. then i thought that hanging out in the cities would help. that hasn't happened yet. whitney and i were going to go to california. i think that would have been sweet, but it sort of fell through. i can't wait to study abroad. i really, really can't. i'll be free. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2009|04:31 pm] |
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i am so over this week. three exams in three days? that should be outlawed unless it's finals week. and fuck econ. for real.
we've only got 5 weeks of school left, so 15 days of MWF classes and 10 days of TTH classes. thank goodness.
i swore to myself that when i made this new journal i would update more often. i would love to be more interesting than i am. some day i'll log on here and write a novel about all the things i will have done since i last posted. |
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|10:49 am] |
ugh. fuggin' colds. i'm drained and i've only been sick for maybe 24 hours. good news though is that my first class of the day is cancelled so i can come back and sleep after lunch. or do the last bit of my homework. probably that, so i don't have to worry about it tomorrow. which means i won't have any homework tomorrow. and thursday maybe. wow :]
i figured out my whole school thing. possibly, i'm not sure yet. i'm for sure staying at Morris this year, obviously, and then definitely next year because we've got the first two years of school paid for without having to take out any loans, which is realllllyyyyyyy nice. plus it's hard to give up my scholarship. i worked hard for that thing!
i can't wait for spring break. only 13 days of class left! it snowed again last thursday and i cried a little bit on the inside. i'm ready for warmer weather. i've got an econ exam tomorrow, which i'm not looking forward to AT ALL, but on the bright side i did manage an A- on my American Indian history class :] i was pretty stoked. i'm getting sick though. i haven't felt well since saturday. laaaaaaame.
toga party this weekend. i am super pumped.
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|01:53 pm] |
I need hellppppp! I don't know if I want to be at UMM anymore. It's just that now that I'm in college I feel like I should be doing bigger things with my life, but I feel so confined at Morris.
I should do like a pro/con list or something. Because Morris is a fabulous school, but if all I'm staying for is the reputation of a college, is it still worth it?
Aaaanyways, my parents are coming tomorrow for my birthday on Monday. It will be nice to see them :] |
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[Jan. 20th, 2009|04:08 pm] |
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FINALLY Bush is gone. Thank goodness! |
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[Jan. 14th, 2009|05:11 pm] |
No, seriously. Where the FUCK is my phone?
I am not impressed. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|10:44 pm] |
So if everything goes like I really, really want it to, I will be in England this time in 2011. Tim and I are planning on studying there for a year. Keeping with the neighborhood tradition of living in Europe for a year. The only hitch would be the fact that I'm at Morris, and he's in Idaho. Whatever, we'll figure it out.
Speaking of Morris, I really don't want to go back on Monday. I'm already restless and bored enough in Cambridge, which is about twice the size of Mo-town, and so the prospect of going back there where nothing goes on is less than appealing right now. I don't know if I'll be able to hack out four years there. It's a ridiculously good school, and I'm glad that I didn't go to a huge school my freshman year, but 1700 students is tinyyyy. I know my parents wouldn't be thrilled if I decided to transfer because I'd lose my scholarships and everything, but listening to my friends [well, most of them] talk about how they can't wait to get back to school makes me feel like something is missing because I think that I should be at least a little bit excited about going back. But I'm not at all. I am the most annoying person I know because I always get into moods and states of mind that I can't do anything about.
I don't work tomorrow, so I'm a bit excited about that. I work Thursday and Friday though. I shouldn't complain though, for two reasons: 1. It's only for three hours each day; and 2. I'm lucky to have a job. I don't get paid a ton and it's not a lot of hours obviously, but with the economy as horrible as it is, I'm thankful. All I need to do now is focus on saving money for when I go to Europe with Ang and Whit, and having money in my bank account for after I graduate.
Emily, Tim and I are probably going to get a bit drunk tomorrow. We decided we were the lamest people ever because we live 3 feet from each other, yet we've only seen each other once since break started. Actually twice now, I suppose because we all hung out Sunday night, but at the time we decided to have our whatever-you-want-to-call-it, it had only been once. We watched Pineapple Express Sunday and it was really friggen funny. I had no idea.
My phone is still MIA. And AWOL. I don't know if you can be both, but if it's possible, my phone most definitely is both. I had it yesterday as I was getting ready for work, and then I went somewhere and now it's gone. The only thing I know for sure is that it's in this house somewhere because I couldn't find it as I walked out the door for work. And of course it's on silent, so I can't call it. There's a good chance it's dead anyways because the battery was only about half yesterday. Oh well.
One final random thought: it just needs to be announced how much I love the BBC. Tis all :] |
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